Tobias
delivered his last monthly Shoud on June 6.
The good news for me and many other Shaumbra
around the world is that our schedule is packed
with Tobias activities and channels for the
next month. He’s hosting the Wall of Fire
School on June 12 – 14. We’re going
to record several more Ask Tobias sessions in
the next few weeks. And of course, there will
be his last message on July 19 in Breckenridge
at the Midsummer New Energy Conference. (See
a separate article in this newsletter about
how to tune in to the Conference webcast.)
The
June Shoud was one of Tobias’ longest
ever, lasting nearly 90 minutes. For some reason
I thought he’d make it short, but I guess
he had a lot to share with us during this last
Shoud. Tobias talked about our 10-year journey
together, and took us to his cottage for one
last group visit.
While
in the Shaumbra room at the cottage Tobias gave
us four main points to remember on the eve of
his departure. He said the most important word
is “Self.” We need to remember to
take care of ourselves, otherwise we won’t
be able to be true Standards to others.
He
told us that the most important point to remember
is to trust ourselves. True trust in Self allows
the divine to meld with the human, while releasing
us from any “prisons” we’ve
locked ourselves within.
He
said the thing we can count on the most right
now is “change.” The world is changing
and adjusting to new consciousness, and while
we tend to be change-adverse it is something
that is going to be part of our world right
now.
And
finally, Tobias said the best gift we can give
ourselves is to breathe. As Tobias noted, “Breathing
provides the flexibility for your consciousness
to expand into new realms. Breathing opens up
every sense so you come back to being a sensory
human, not just a dull Jack. Breathing opens
you up so you can feel again. It’s the
easiest prescription in the world – breathe.”
Tobias
also talked about the “gallery”
in his cottage that contains living portraits
of our journey together since Atlantis, including
times in old Egypt, during the time of Yeshua,
and in our modern era as Shaumbra incarnate
on earth during the transition into New Energy.
Plus there was an individual portrait of every
Shaumbra in Tobias’ gallery.
It
was a beautiful Shoud, filled with many touching
moments, clear insight and Tobias’ deep
warmth and compassion. Shoud 11 of the Returning
Series was a perfect closing to 10 years of
work we have done together. Yes, there is a
lot more to come for Shaumbra as Adamus Saint-Germain
takes us into the new mysteries, and the exploration
of New Energy in our lives. I know we’re
all ready to move into new consciousness territory
with Adamus but I know that I will truly miss
Tobias’ love.
Tobias
brought up one very important point in the Shoud
that I hope every Shaumbra takes a moment to
consider. Near the end of the message, when
we were all standing outside his cottage enjoying
the beauty of the moment, he said:
“I
have one question before we depart. Where do
you go? Where is your space? I have this cottage
that I have created. I love it and I take ownership
of it. When you’re in your desperate moments,
when you’re in fear and anxiety, when
you need to get away, where do you go?
“I
know where you go, and it’s not always
pretty. Some of you go into a dark cave. Some
of you go into nothingness – is this your
cottage? Is this your I Am house? Where do you
go when it’s difficult? Where do you go
to rejuvenate? Why do you give yourself a shack,
a dungeon? Why do you have no place at all,
dear Shaumbra? Are you not worthy enough of
a cottage like this, with all of the beauty
and love of my spirit?
“Where
do you go at night? Unfortunately, too many
of you are still spiritually homeless. You have
no place to go. You have every tool and every
resource, you’re not taking up space,
you don’t need a mortgage, it doesn’t
consume energy, you’re not stealing from
anywhere else; so, dear Shaumbra, henceforth
I invite you to create your own perfect home
space. This is the home space for you, for your
spirit, for your soul, for your being. Create
it in absolute joy and love, and stop worrying
if it’s perfect. Stop destroying what
you have built. Don’t copy my cottage,
because then it really won’t be yours.
Do it from your heart. Create this space. It
is your home from now on.”
For
me, this point stood out above everything else
in this final Shoud. We’ve been visiting
Tobias’ cottage for years. But where is
MY retreat? Where is YOURS? Where does your
consciousness go when it needs R&R (rest
and relaxation)? Far too many of us don’t
have a place like Tobias’ cottage. I think
we roam the astral realms, finding a quiet corner
or making a temporary hideaway when our body/mind/soul
gets depleted. But we haven’t consciously
created our own safe-and-miraculous space. Or
perhaps we let “circumstances” build
it for us and don’t even realize that
we can imagine and create anything we choose.
I
really had a reaction during the channel when
Tobias said that far too many of us are “spiritually
homeless.” The question I asked myself
was, “Why?” Any of us can create
our own “cottage” or “retreat.”
It’s the perfect expression of our creative
Self. It’s free, we don’t have to
get building permits or hire contractors, there’s
no mortgage and no taxes to pay. So why hasn’t
every Shaumbra created their personal celestial
mansion?
Ever
since the June Shoud I’ve taken the time
each night before I fall asleep to consciously
create my own House of I Am. For the first few
nights it felt very vague and the experience
was somewhat challenging. I kept restricting
myself according to my human limitations. I
was trying to design it from an engineering
or architectural perspective. Finally I said
“to hell with it” and just allowed
my imagination to soar.
For
the last week or so I’ve fallen asleep
while designing my retreat. I’ve had some
of the best sleep in years! By consciously creating
my space as I fall off to sleep I know I’m
spending my time there during the night. I haven’t
been waking up at 2:22 and 3:33 this week. Instead
I wake up at the crack of dawn feeling unusually
refreshed and revitalized.
Sure,
I know that I haven’t been working on
the New Earth this week because I’ve been
occupied with my cottage. This project has also
taken me away from other celestial work as well.
But I know it’s important to take care
of ME right now… to recharge my Body/Mind/Spirit
and rejuvenate every part of me. There will
be plenty of time for all of this other work,
but for the next few months I’m going
to create my angelic abode. My casa ánima.
My Soul Home. I hope you take time to do this
as well. We resume with Adamus in September
and I’m sure we’ll want to be in
peak form!
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